February 2012
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I got high for 2 straight days
Because all I think about anymore is ending it all.
Everything feels wrong and broken and useless.
I can’t fix this.
So today I’m continuing my bender with crown royal.
I wish I wasn’t alone.
I have become comfortably numb.
I've been high for the past 2 days straight.
It’s been great to feel numb.
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So yeah I've fucked up pretty bad.
And I’m losing a friend, being booted from this house, and will be moving back in with my parents ( =S ). Also I don’t really have a way to get form Gretna to Altona for my job.
I need booze and cigarettes ASAP.
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Can't sleep.
Time to get radical.
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I'm spamming you with IRA and associated splinter...
Deal with it.
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January 2012
10 posts
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I'm from Altona, Manitoba, Canada.
The supposed land of perpetual snow and ice.
We haven’t had more than a foot of snow yet this year and today it is +2.
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Hi. I'm back.
I’ll try to be a better online entity from now on.
December 2011
14 posts
"You can't talk about that (talking about my...
I’ve been crying all evening. I’m so fucking dehydrated from crying so much that I’m drunk off of 2 beers and a shot of vodka.
I told my dad:
“i’m not coming home for xmas if that’s the way it’s going tio be.”
he said:
“well that’s ohkay just as long s you don’t talk about it around your brother, he doesn’t need to know...
Denying Girls Access to Morning-After Pill Puts... →
In a rare example of overruling her own experts and the FDA—while apparently ignoring the highest teen pregnancy rate of any industrialized country—Health and Human Services Secretary Kathleen Sebelius is prohibiting teenagers younger than 17 from buying the morning-after pill over the counter. That’s plain wrong.
Right now, teenagers who are 17 or older with proof of age can buy the...
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So here's a personal update for all you fuckers...
I’ve gotten myself into something wonderful.
I’m still working the same shitty ass job in the same shitty ass town.
I’m going to see my birth mom’s other children and fiancee this upcoming holidays. She passed away in 2008 BUT Eddie (her fiancee) is a solid guy and he took custody of the children. I’ve met him and the children before I just haven’t seen them...
I am the Walrus.
A cigarette hasn't been had in 16 days.
After about 14 days the human body has no chemical dependency on nicotine. I’m home fucking free.
I fucking win.
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I will be falling asleep to Enya.
I grew up listening to Stan Rogers, Enya, Barenaked Ladies, Crash Test Dummies, Chris de Burgh, and Paul Simon because of my parents taste in music.
I now personally listen to all of those.
Don’t you be judging.
November 2011
28 posts
I watched "Across The Universe" for the first time...
It was fucking awesome, but it made me feel really sad for some reason. Maybe because I know my life will never be so adventurous and badass….or maybe because it reminds me too much of my past. Either way it was still good.
Man, my sleep schedule is so off these days.
solemnhypnotik:
Maybe I AM turning into a vampire.
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